Fear of KDP Publishing

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OK. I am not scared of stuff like Columbus is in Zombieland. In fact I think zombies should be scared of ME. But when it comes to using Kindle Direct Publishing to publish my forthcoming little ebook, I’m a bit scared.

I have self-published before, once on Lulu and once on Smashwords and KDP. But they were poetry books. I didn’t EXPECT anyone to actually buy them or read them or notice them. It’s like having to give a speech when the room is just full of empty chairs. Not so scary.

But now I’ve put a little book together for bloggers who want more blog traffic. My title will be ‘Getting Traffic on a Small Blog.’ Unless I get a better idea before finalizing the book cover on Canva.

I did a search on Amazon to see what books are my ‘competitors.’ Which are mostly books about how to ‘get rich’ blogging. When I see a book like THAT I always wonder why the book author bothered to write a book when he is so gosh-darn rich from blogging. Most of the blogs I read are NOT from bloggers who show any signs that they are trying to make a living from blogging.

What scares me I think is that when I actually put the book out people can judge it— and me. And I don’t have good experience of people judging me. People tend to not get me, or to think I am pitiful, or weak, or weird. OK, the weird bit is probably true.

But it’s odd. Since I plan to charge actual money for the ebook (or I would be publishing on Smashwords or doing it as a Wattpad project,) far fewer people will judge that than judge my blog posts which are right out there for anyone to see and comment on.

But I’m used to writing blog posts. If people want to judge me harshly for something in a blog post, it doesn’t really bother me any more. If someone writes a mean comment on a blog post I tend to think it’s way more about the commenter than about me.

My little book project is pretty much finished, though I am currently doing a last reread-and-fix run even though I’ve done that before and it was ready to go then. I’m also procrastinating on finishing the lame book cover design. (Yes, I know books need professional covers. Want to buy me one? 😉 )

Since I am going with KDP, I will have the ability to make the book temporarily free. When I do that, I will announce that on this blog or on my FB page so my good friends and/or archenemies will be able to read and review it.  I’m not sure I will have the courage to actually READ reviews, but you do need reviews of some sort.

How about you? Have you ever done the self-publishing thing? Was it scary, or are you way braver than me?

Thank you for reading this blog post,

Nissa Annakindt

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‘Pilot Episodes’ for a novel? #writing

Write a pilot episode for your novel? I first read about the idea in ‘Write. Publish. Repeat.’ by Sean Platt and Johnny B. Truant. The writing team had about 6 ideas for novels/novel series and couldn’t decide which to pursue. So they wrote a ‘pilot episode’ for each of the ideas and let the readers decide by which idea they made more popular.

That sounds like a good idea to me. Not the writing six different ‘pilots’ to decide which to pursue. But starting with a shorter ‘pilot’ to gage audience reaction before whipping out a series of 9 books. And people who liked the pilot might feel more invested in the story if they are part of the audience who supported the ‘pilot’ that got picked.

My problem as a writer is that I’m too creative. I come up with dozens of ideas for a given writing project and the project gets too complex to write. By focusing on writing a ‘pilot’, maybe I can keep the project more doable.

The downside of writing a ‘pilot’ is that you have to do as much worldbuilding for something that is the length of a novella as you would for a whole trilogy. But then again you get feedback before you ever have to put out a trilogy.

I’ve recently gotten back into my old Wattpad account, and am serializing my poetry book ‘Where the Opium Cactus Grows’ there. I’ve been thinking that might be a place to put up a ‘pilot’ episode. The Wattpad community is mostly teen girls who write fanfic, but there are a few name writers. I think Margaret Atwood, author of the famous anti-Christian hate book ‘A Handmaid’s Tale, was on Wattpad. And Hugh Howey.

My ‘pilot’ would be for the zombie apocalypse series I’ve been working on ever since I started watching ‘The Walking Dead’ obsessively. But some ideas go back to my other survivalist stories that go a long way back in my past. It’s centered around a small group of survivors trapped in the northernmost part of Menominee county, Michigan, led by a ‘warlord’ type that’s a bit like Negan in ‘The Walking Dead’, only my story would have hope/redemption in it. Other characters will include a cousin of the Lead with Asperger’s Syndrome, who reads a lot, doesn’t actually talk out loud to anyone much, and is the Lead’s advisor, and a black man who is a convicted murderer who is the Lead’s sidekick.

Anyway, I’m tentatively planning the story and writing character notes and scene ideas for it. I’ve named the community, Lemgo, after a town in Germany near my grandpa Langemann’s home town of Detmold. Lemgo is famous for a witch hunt they had in the 1700s and I went to the Hexenmuseum (Witches Museum) there once.

Wattpad: What I did wrong on Wattpad before was to start posting stories that were not finished there. I’ve heard it recommended to finish the story (or ‘pilot’) first before you start posting. That way you can post parts on a regular schedule and find readers on the site. (One also has to promote the story on your blog & social media so your current ‘fans’ will know about it.)

Where the Opium Cactus Grows: Explosive Poems for Weird People   Are you weird like me? Then you might like to read this on Wattpad. If you like it, or feel sorry for me because I have too many cats, please think about giving it an up-vote. And you can tell me what you think of the odd green book cover I am currently using.

Questions: Have you ever thought of doing a ‘pilot episode’ for one of your writing projects first? Is the idea something you might try? And have you ever used Wattpad? What was the experience like for you? If you comment, you will really be making my day. Even if you disagree with me.

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What is a potboiler? #writing

The term ‘potboiler’ is an old-timey writing term for a writing project which is short or easy to do, and will result in some writing income that the writer can use for basic survival. Picture a writer in a garret, working on a project so he can buy some dried beans or lentils so he can make a pot of soup so he can keep eating even when he is between project and his REAL writing work is far from finished.

In the days when pulp magazines in every genre were on the newsstands, and they paid enough to make a difference, many writers wrote short stories for income while they were waiting for their REAL writing career to take off.

In more recent times, the common potboilers have been when a literary author writes in a popular genre, usually using a pseudonym. Stephen King’s novel The Dark Half tells about such an event. Being a Stephen King novel, of course the pseudonym who got the credit for the literary author’s violent crime novels comes to life and starts killing people, but I understand that rarely happens in real life.

Another example is when a lady author of science fiction and/or fantasy dashes off some quick romance novels to get the income flowing. I’ve known of a couple of well-known authoresses who have gone this route.

Of course, for many authors it may feel that selling a potboiler crime novel or romance is just as hard as selling other work. It’s a pretty risky source of income. Especially when you don’t have an agent yet, or a novel in your REAL genre on the market.

One trick that many modern author-bloggers do is to monetize their blog readers by selling a self-published ebook to that audience. If the author normally blogs about the process of writing, he might write some how-to-write ebook, perhaps a short one, for a little income. If the author-blogger has other non-fiction topics covered on the blog, those topics might also earn some income.

Non-fiction is often an easier sell than fiction by an unfamiliar author. Especially when you have a blog on that covers that topic. You may even be able to re-write and expand a few blog posts into something that will sell.

Perhaps you are thinking that a potboiler is all too crass and commercial. But the Bible says ‘Thou shalt not muzzle the mouth of the ox that treadeth out the corn.’ (I Cor. 9:9, KJV.) A writer needs to be paid for writing, or it feels like just a hobby. An unjustifiably expensive hobby, when you buy how-to-write books or pay to attend writers’ conferences. Many writers feel that their early potboiler-writing years improved their writing skills, and made them feel like a real writer.

What kind of writing could you do, right now, that would probably make you a little money to keep the wolf away from the door?

Superversive Press: What’s a Superversive Anyway?

It’s like popcorn. I got one book from Superversive Press, I looked at the ads for other Superversive Press books in the back, and I just had to buy another one….. I’m still jonesing for 2 more Superversive books but can’t probably buy them this month as I’ve had unexpected expenses.
What does ‘superversive’ mean anyway? It’s obviously related to the word ’subversive’ somehow. I looked at the Superversive web page and found several essays on the ’superversive’ movement. But it wasn’t until I asked around for a short definition that L. Jagi Lampwright Wright told me: “Subversive is change by undermining from below. Superversive is change though inspiration from above.”
One of the projects of Superversive Press is Astounding Frontiers, a science fiction periodical. I have issue #1 which was published in July. My author friend Declan Finn has a story in the issue, and I thought it was epic. There were also stories by Patrick S. Baker, Lou Antonelli, Erin Lale, Sarah Salviander, John C. Wright, Ben Wheeler, Nick Cole and Jason Anspach.
I also have the anthology Forbidden Thoughts, which has this on the back cover: “You are not allowed to read this book. Don’t even think about reading this book. In fact, just forget about thinking all together.” So of course I had to read it.
And then there is “For Steam and Country” by Jon del Arroz, which is a steampunk novel about a girl who inherits her dad’s military airship in a time of war…. I haven’t finished it as I keep getting distracted, but I really liked the first third of the book.
It seems that most of my friends in the Conservative-Libertarian Fiction Alliance are involved in Superversive Press. I hope the effort succeeds because so far I love Superversive Press’s books. I hope readers will give some of these books a chance.

Superversive Links:
Superversive SF: Science Fiction for a more civilized age
What is Superversive Press?

MAGA 2020 & Beyond

Superversive SF Facebook Page

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Red State fiction, Blue State fiction

When I was younger and far more naive, I had this idea about the publishing world: Since the nation is increasingly divided between red and blue, publishers would seek a solution.

They would discover a budding Stephen King, a progressive. They would publish his work under one pen name in book with a blue spine. They would have a conservative ghost writer (using a Ouija board?) do a rewrite, pulling out all the progressive stuff and putting in sound conservative stuff. That would be published under a different pen name, in a book with a red spine.

People would read the authors that spoke to their worldview the most. And in time they would figure out the red/blue coding on the book covers. Writers would no longer have to cover up their worldview to get published, since every writer would be coming out in 2 editions with different viewpoints and names.

Readers in the know would collect both the red and blue versions of authors and they would guess which version was the original and which altered by ghost writers.

But, as I said, this was a naive idea. The scary idea is that progressive publishers, like other progressive businessmen, do not want our business. They think we are racist (even mixed race people like me) sexist deplorables. Haters because we love Jesus Christ and don’t want other people to face a Christless eternity in hell. Rather than seeking our dollars they seek to have our businesses go out of business or our employers fire us for being ‘haters.’

But conservative and/or Christian writers and readers have options. There is indie fiction, and there are small presses where our world view is the norm. By the same token, if you are so progressive that progressive publishers seem conservative, there are publishers that are more ‘out there.’ I know of several lesbian publishing houses and a feminist one. I’m sure there are general far-out progressive ones as well. And if you are too far out for them, there is the indie route.

Still, I think it was better when writers and fiction producers (in television and movies) wanted a broad audience. When Gene Roddenberry had to tone down his ideas of futuristic temporary marriages and an Enterprise chapel without chaplains, because he and the network wanted to INCLUDE conservatives and Christians in their audience base.

Commenters: your thoughts on the red/blue divide, publishing today, and indie fiction are welcome. Trekkies who want to go on a rant on how much better the Original Trek was than the new thing are also welcome.