IWSG: Reviving my 2006 blog in Esperanto

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My latest ploy to avoid having enough time to work on my WIP is reviving my oldest blog— one from 2006. At that time, my main blog was called ‘Moreover the dog went with them’, after a line from the Biblical book of Tobit. (If you don’t have Tobit in your Bible, you need a better Bible. Tobit was in the Septuagint, the Greek translation of the Bible Jesus and his disciples used.)

In addition to Moreover, I started a second blog in Esperanto, the international language. It’s called ‘kaj la hundo iris kun ili’, which is the Biblical phrase from the Esperanto Bible.

The Bible in Esperanto translation.

Esperanto Bible

I have not posted in ‘kaj la hundo’ in years, but lately I decided to start again. The reason is that I am working on a science fiction novel in which Esperanto is the common language of the Terran Empire and also used as an intercommunication language by aliens, because it’s such an easy language to learn. Using Esperanto as a futuristic language used to be far more common in science fiction, but today’s science fiction writers are convinced that difficult English will be the One True Terran Language in the future. Not very logical, but…..

My revival of the ‘kaj la hundo’ blog is currently concerned with providing links to Esperanto learning material for English speakers. Here is the link, in case you want to have a look: http://kajlahundo.blogspot.com/¬† I welcome comments on any of the posts there in any language. Well, OK, if you are going to comment in Chinese or Swahili I won’t understand it a bit, but I welcome the comments anyway. ūüėČ

I especially hope to find readers for that blog interested in learning a little Esperanto. Studies show that Esperanto can be learned in 1/10th the time it would take to learn another European language. So it’s a quick way to get a second language into your brain.

More recently I started a Facebook page in Esperanto called ‘La Sankta Biblio en Esperanto.’ As you may have guessed, it’s about the Bible. I try to regularly post verses or groups of verses from the Bible in Esperanto. I usually give the English as well, and for single verses a few other languages. I use the web page Jesus Army Multilingual Bible to help find the verses in different languages. Here is the link to La Sankta Biblio en Esperanto: https://www.facebook.com/sanktabiblio/

I’d really like it if language geeks and Bible geeks would ‘like’ that Facebook page and share it with their friends. Thanks!

Kitten Picture of the Day

juliannenorbertMy cat Julianne— the orange one— got pregnant this spring and had to have an emergency caesarian. All of her kittens died. During the grief period Julianne needed to cuddle a kitten, so I handed her the youngest cat we had— seven month old Norbert (who is a girl kitty.)

Julianne has got over losing her kittens, and she’s grown a lot. She was so tiny at two years old the vet thought she was a pregnant kitten. But now she’s almost as big as her brother and kitten-daddy Derek. Perhaps being neutered let her grow more.IWSG

IWSG: Will all our voices still be heard?

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The world of writing has changed. If a big publisher doesn’t want to publish your work, not because it’s bad, but because you don’t fit into their image of what a writer should be, think and write about, you have options— you can self-publish. That makes some of us feel that we are utterly free and can publish whatever we like, no matter what our point of view is on such matters as politics and religion. But that freedom may turn out to be quite restricted.

You may know that the publishing world has become more consolidated. Instead of dozens of independent publishers, there are a handful of publishers with dozens of imprints each. Many of these imprints were formerly independent publishers.

Does this matter if you are self-published? It might. Because the firms we use to self-publish— CreateSpace, Lulu, Smashwords— are also major publishers likely dominated by let’s-all-think-alike progressives. If you are a successful self-published author but don’t fit in to what big publishers have determined is mainstream enough, there is always a chance that someone might decree that¬† something you have written is ‘hateful’ or ‘extreme.’

Being careful may not help. During my Youthful Marxist Phase I wrote a sarcastic phrase ‘bullets and ballots mean much the same thing.’ The Communist that ran ‘Struggle’ magazine failed to recognize the sarcasm and rejected that poem on the ground that it was far too ‘extreme’ even for full-on Communists. Anyone can run afoul of these accusations, especially those who are independent thinkers.

Some may feel that the solution is to sell out. Be what the big-boy publishers want a writer to be, even if you are self-publishing. Write another me-too commonplace novel even though it’s something you don’t even want to READ much less write. But that seems to me to be just another way to sell your soul.

So, will our voices be heard? I know that there are a lot of people in the publishing world that would not particularly welcome my voice. I am a prolife Catholic Christian, a person with Asperger’s Syndrome, a chaste-and-loving-it lesbian, and a conservative-libertarian. They won’t know whether to call me a hater or claim to be ‘liberating’ me.

But I have something in me that is not easily silenced. Perhaps it’s just my Asperger’s Syndrome which makes me not know when to shut up. Perhaps it’s just that I want to be myself since I don’t know how to be anyone else. Will anyone hear my voice? If I don’t keep trying, I will never know. I hope that all who read these words will also keep trying, and being true to themselves. Don’t conform, create!

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Poem of the Day

Here’s one of my own poems that seemed appropriate.


the place was full
of fences
to let us know
where to be

in our minds
to keep us in

(c) Nissa Annakindt

from my book ‘Where the Opium Cactus Grows’, 2010 edition. The title of the poem, ‘msm’ refers to the mainstream media. Just in case you didn’t guess.

If you can read this, it means you have read this post all the way to the bottom. Thanks! Please leave a comment, and, since you were kind enough to read my post, feel free to link to your book (if you have one) and perhaps give a short (1 or 2 sentence) summary of what your book is about.

IWSG: Writing insecurity due to amateur writing advice.

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Why are today’s writers so insecure? Well, why wouldn’t we be? We have an almost infinite supply of how-to-write advice available on the internet— and much of it is self-published material from amateur writers.

Now, just because a work is self-published doesn’t mean that it is bad. Lawrence Block has self-published both fiction and how-to-write nonfiction. James Scott Bell has self-published some how-to-write books, but also has professional publication through Writer’s Digest books and his fiction publisher. Both of these men, I would say, can prove that they can write well enough to get traditionally published and to be noted authors. They also have both served as a fiction writing columnist for Writer’s Digest magazine.

But the writing world has undergone big changes due to the availability of FREE self-publishing. The amateur writing stage is one we all go through— but the temptation today is to self-publish one’s youthful attempts and then begin promoting it as if it were more mature work. I’ve read a book review by a reader who thought a certain book was so amateurish it could have been written by a thirteen year old. Then the reader discovered it WAS written by a thirteen year old.

A writer still at the amateur/beginner stage may not know how unready his work is. So he plugs away at self-promoting with minimal success— perhaps joining blog hops like IWSG in order to get his writing blog noticed. For the audience of blog-hopping writers, one popular topic is how-to-write tips. And so the amateur-writer-blogger writes about how-to-write. He may even publish a book on how-to-write and it may outsell his amateur fiction by a good margin.

Now, advice from an established writer can make you insecure enough. I’ve read writing advice books by Stephen King, Jerry B. Jenkins, Holly Lisle and other writers I actually knew from their fiction. There advice may be good but it isn’t always the right advice for ME, or for the work I am currently attempting.

Much worse is advice from a writer who isn’t-there-yet as a writer. There are worlds of second-rate writing advice floating around there and many amateur writers can repeat it all as if it were Gospel. Some of the things that bad writing advice has you worrying about are things that skilled professional novelists don’t think about or plan, things that ‘just happen’.¬† Some will have you planning your novel for years, others will have you dashing ahead with a half-formed idea. For every type of young writer, there is a piece of bad advice out there that will convince you that the way YOU write naturally is wrong, wrong, wrong.

So— maybe it’s time to swear off running after writing advice. Read more books instead. Experience life a little. Learn a new language. Improve your knowledge of your native language. And remember that the only real key in becoming a confident writer is to write, and write, and write. Until you get good at it.



IWSG: Why Aren’t You Writing? Right Now?

InsecureWritersSupportGroup2Recently I signed up for a mini-course by Christian author Jerry B. Jenkins, author of more than 185 books. Today’s lesson was about finding time to write. The objections Mr. Jenkins expects include the following: ‘if only I had better equipment….’

I’ve fallen into that one a lot over the years. First I needed to drop the typewriter and get one of those newfangled word processing machines. Which helped in my early poetry life in that I could just print out two copies of each poem instead of resorting to carbon paper or typing a second copy (so I would have one copy to submit and one for my files.)

Later I ‘needed’¬† a personal computer, a better personal computer, internet access, several iterations of writing software…..

But, really, I could have gotten by with a lot less. It was mostly my mind’s way of delaying the time when I really faced the challenge of being a writer. Delaying the time at which I might find myself a failed wannabe writer instead of the real thing.

But, the thing is, a writer is one who WRITES. Not one who talks about writing. Not one who imagines good story ideas in their heads. One who sits down with fingers and keyboard or pen and paper and writes. Why aren’t you doing that right now?

Why am I not doing that right now? Well, at the moment I’m blogging in my much-neglected blog that was started as a method to build up an audience for my books (I have two poetry books out, one in paper, one an e-chapbook that is available here: http://www.amazon.com/Surly-Petunia-Nissa-Annakindt-ebook/dp/B00NZ96EYE)

Blogging is a kind of writing, too. For the past week or so, I’ve been blogging close to daily and that loosens up those writing muscles in your head. I’m hoping it will get me back to my former habit of writing a daily poem which I haven’t done for a couple of months. Which in turn leads to better and more frequent prose writing.

For me, I find that poetry writing precedes attempts at fiction.  A couple of decades back when I first became serious about my writing, I spent 2-3 years writing hundreds of poems and submitting them to small poetry magazines. And then one day I sat down and wrote a sci-fi short story which I also submitted somewhere, and got a personal rejection note instead of a form.

For you, it will be different. Each writer’s mind works differently. Perhaps you need a writing ritual that involves giving up social media and blogging for a week when starting a new project. Perhaps you need to read a poem every morning before starting your writing work. We are not all the same. You need to see what works for you.

There is a well-known writer, author of a great many books, who for years had a stressful full time job. She came home from the job, tended her children for a few hours, and when they went to bed she put in 3 or 4 hours of writing before going to bed. That’s what worked for her. But I couldn’t do that, especially now. As I get older I find that my brain is just not up to the writing game late at night. It’s really not up to much more than watching Dexter reruns at that hour.

Have you been a writer today? A blogger? A poet? If not now, when? The more you delay the beginning of your writing day, the more possible it is you won’t do it at all today. And if you don’t write today, you are not a writer. Today, anyway.

So, therefore…. Aw, heck with it. This blog post is done enough, and I got a poem in me that isn’t going to write itself. Goodbye, and see you next time.

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IWSG: Why Is There Just One ‘First Thing in the Morning?’

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Some days I think we need more than one ‘first thing in the morning.’ Because one just doesn’t cut it for me.

First thing in the morning is the best time for me to write poetry, so some days I do that. But since people don’t much read my poetry (even when the poetry e-book is free at: https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/480237 ), sometimes I work on my prose writing. First thing in the morning is also the best time for that. Recently I actually completed a bit of prose, which is rare for me, by tapping in to the power of first thing in the morning. You can read the next-to-final draft of the story here: https://www.facebook.com/notes/nissa-annakindt-poet-aspie-cat-person/the-skin-shirt-a-short-story-thats-not-about-race/449762488528479

But first thing in the morning is also essential for other things. When I have gone off my ketogenic/low-carb diet and am having difficulty getting back on, I need to read inspirational bits from one of my ketogenic diet books, and perhaps discover a good low-carb recipe to try out. If I do that first thing in the morning, I am more likely to have a successful day.

First thing in the morning is also a good time to handle essential paperwork, or to get my bill paying chore over with. I don’t handle these things well— just ask my gas company— and so doing it first thing in the morning is best.

First thing in the morning is also the right time to tackle a big project around my house, either indoors or outdoors. Like a couple of days ago when I got serious about hauling some manure out of the barn to make a better living area for my 9 year old mama goat and her two out-of-season newborns.

First thing in the morning is also the right time to write blog posts. My writing energy is at its peak and morning-posted blog posts are more likely to get read.

It’s also a great time to attend to spiritual needs. To get in there and read my daily readings from the Bible and Catechism, and to pray a rosary or two. On Wednesday mornings I can even tap into the power of mornings to make it to the daily Mass before I go to the Legion of Mary meeting.

Some days, though, my first thing in the morning is taken up with things I didn’t plan for. Like Sunday morning when I got up early, looked out the window, and noticed that my sheep had escaped. Rounding them up, I noticed that my elderly female goat had given birth so I had to get her set up in a private location. (My goat seems to do her best work in the evening, when she must have jumped the fence— perhaps while already in labor— led the sheep to escape with her, and got into the barn through a door left open for the free-ranging ducks and turkey, where she had her babies.)

So sometimes I get frustrated. I’d really like to get my writing done first thing in the morning every day. But there are so many other things that also need the first thing in the morning treatment. We really need more than ONE first thing every¬† morning.

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IWSG: Blogging Secret— How May I Serve You?

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Our writing insecurity of the month: ‘If I have what it takes to be a writer, why does no one read my blog?’

Blogging. We do it— those of us that do it— because we hope that it will help build a platform. Maybe to sell more books, or maybe just to make connections with our readers.

But not only is blogging hard, it seems like it’s gotten harder for a blog to find new readers. And so we blog, and hope desperately that THIS blog post will generate a comment. Just one comment. One word is fine. Even a hostile comment is better than nothing— I was thrilled recently when I got a new commenter who accused me of being an idolator, based on the fact that I admitted to being a Catholic. I said a Hail Mary for the guy.

I think I am beginning to learn a little something about blogging. It’s not enough to have great ideas for posts and to write them well. Blogging is about interactivity— that’s why comments are so important.

The way to encourage interactivity is to forget about yourself, and be determined to serve others. So I ask, what can I do for you— the reader of my blog, or potential reader?

Number one, I can comment on your blog. That’s one reason I’m participating in the Insecure Writer’s Support Group blog hop today— it gives me a LOONNGG list of other blogs to comment on. Enough that I can spend the whole month visiting blogs from the list. I will try to comment thoughtfully on what you posted about— but if all I can think of is a slightly longer version of ‘great post’, I’ll give you that.

Two. I can be open to helping you. No, I can’t buy all of your books— there are economic reasons. I can’t even accept free copies of every book offered for review, because I’m a slow reviewer and I’m backlogged. But I will welcome your offers and if you describe the book in an interesting way, if it sounds like something I could be enthusiastic about reviewing— well, I will consider it.

Three. I can visit your blog. Now, if you have ‘adult content’ I’ll have to hop right out again. But I’m willing to check your blog out to see what you have to say. We may well have a lot in common. Or maybe your kitty pictures are almost as cute as my kitty pictures.

Four. I can forgive you. It’s easy, in the internet world, to say the wrong thing, even when you are trying to be nice. And some people have never been taught that being nice to others is important. Sometimes people feel inspired to write unpleasant or angry things about me. Like the guy who said my disabled kitten was ugly, or the ones who respond to the fact of my same-sex attraction and my support of traditional marriage by calling me a self-loathing, crazy moron. As a Christian, I’m well aware that I’ve been unkind to others myself, many times. And so I will be willing to forgive you if you come to my blog with a bit of an axe to grind. Perhaps in time we can become friends in spite of a rocky start.

I think that in a way is what human interaction is all about. We do something kind for others. They feel happy about it, which makes them want to interact with us again. If enough kindness is generated through our interactions, the world becomes better.

I suppose some may feel my attitude is too religious. But my faith gives me sound reasons to be kind to you and to others, even when it costs a lot of effort and I don’t really feel like it. Have you ever wondered what the world would be like without crazy Christians building homeless shelters, setting up food banks, and going overseas to provide medical and material relief to the poorest of the world’s people? Secularists may decry random acts of kindness as illogical, but those acts may rationally be described as socially useful.

In the end, what I’m saying to you is this: Welcome to my blog! Who are you? Where are you at in the struggle of the insecure writer’s life? And most of all, how may I serve you?


IWSG: Chronic Writer’s Block, Nuclear Armageddon Level


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My entire writing life it seems I have been plague by writer’s block. The times when I am NOT too blocked to get anything written are far rarer than the times I am.

Writer’s block is a real condition that has been the subject of scientific study. You can read the Wikipedia article about it here: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Writer%27s_block¬†¬†¬† Unless they’ve replaced the text with more rainbow flags and intimidation by now.

My writer’s block is like this: I may be working on a novel project and somewhere about page 50, I wake up unable to write one more word on the project. Which makes me avoid even trying after a certain point. Which leads to a period of time when I avoid even starting up my word processor because I’m paralyzed by guilt from not-writing.

The 50-page mark was when it normally hit me 20 years ago. These days the most common thing is that I get blocked the second day on the project. On a project that goes on for a longer period of time, I tend to go back to the story beginning and change all my plans for the novel in question, which leads to a story with five different first chapters and no ending. I’ve tried outlining to prevent this, using several methods, but as a dedicated ‘pantser’ (like Stephen King) I just can’t work that way. A completed outline kills the project for me.

Sometimes I believe the severity of my problem is linked to my Asperger’s Syndrome. This condition has included with it something called ‘executive function deficit’ which is pretty much the same thing as AD/HD. Makes it very difficult to be organized in the complex project of writing a novel.¬† But then again, a number of writers of the past, including Herman Melville, have been alleged to have Asperger’s Syndrome and they got novels finished.

My writer’s block problem does not seem to affect the writing of short poetry, or at least not very much. A number of times I’ve resolved to write a new poem every day, and I am able to do this. I haven’t continued the poem-every-day thing forever-and-ever, but that may just be because sometimes my mind needs a break. And of course the fact that for a long time I thought writing poems was counterproductive, even shameful.

I’ve embraced my poet-self recently. And after a time of writing poems every morning, I also managed to complete a short story called ‘The Skin Shirt’. It will be made available in ebook form at some point in the future. I’ve also started a second story, which sort of has a ‘parable’ feel to it. I’m optimistic about finishing this one as well.

So, that’s how writer’s block has affected me. Have you ever experienced writer’s block? How have you dealt with it?

A request.

Could one or two of the blog readers who pass through here do me a little favor? I would like you to download my very short poetry ebook, ‘surly petunia’, and write a brief review. It doesn’t need to be a 5-star review full of praise. I’m thrilled with 3 and 4 star reviews, and even 2 stars are better than nothing. It doesn’t need to be a fancy review full of literary terms, just a few brief sentences telling what you liked, or didn’t like, about the book.¬† I could use reviews at Goodreads & Amazon.com, and perhaps one at Smashwords as well.

You can download the book from here:
Smashwords (free download): https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/480237
Amazon.com (they charge 99 cents, not my idea): http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00NZ96EYE